Ad\u0131 \u00fczerinde soyad\u0131. \/Em. \u00d6\u011frt. Atilla Korkmaz <\/p>\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n
Soyun, s\u00fclalenin, ki\u015finin atalar\u0131n\u0131n ortak ad\u0131. Ge\u00e7mi\u015fimizden kopup gelerek yakam\u0131za yap\u0131\u015fan, kimli\u011fimizin bir par\u00e7as\u0131 haline gelen s\u00f6zc\u00fck veya s\u00f6zc\u00fck grubu.
Bizim s\u00fclale ad\u0131m\u0131z “Arabo\u011fullar\u0131” olarak bilinir. Ancak soyad\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n s\u00fclale ad\u0131m\u0131zla uzaktan yak\u0131ndan bir ilgisi yok. S\u00fclale ad\u0131m\u0131zla ilgisi olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi ki\u015fisel \u00f6zelliklerimizle de ilgisi yok. En az\u0131ndan benim ki\u015fisel \u00f6zelliklerimle.
\u00c7ocuklu\u011fumdan bu yana bir eziklik duyar\u0131m i\u00e7imin derinliklerinde, soyad\u0131m s\u00f6ylendi\u011finde ve soyad\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6ylemek zorunda kald\u0131\u011f\u0131mda. \u00c7ocukken daha yo\u011fun ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir duyguydu bu, zamanla nas\u0131r ba\u011flad\u0131 duygular\u0131m herhalde.
Nas\u0131l eziklik duymam; her insan gibi korkular\u0131m vard\u0131 benim de; hem de ne \u00e7ok korkular\u0131m vard\u0131. \u0130nsanlardan korkard\u0131m -hala korkuyorum-, kimi hayvanlardan korkard\u0131m -\u015fimdi korkmuyorum-, cinlerden, perilerden, ecinnilerden, mezarl\u0131klardan, mezar ta\u015flar\u0131ndan, karanl\u0131ktan, masallardaki devlerden korkard\u0131m. O kadar \u00e7ok \u015feyden korkard\u0131m ki!
Soyad\u0131m\u0131n sorulmas\u0131ndan bile korkard\u0131m, cevap verirken yalan s\u00f6yledi\u011fim zamanlarda oldu\u011fu gibi y\u00fcrek vuru\u015flar\u0131m h\u0131zlan\u0131p y\u00fcz\u00fcm k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in.
Kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 en k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir zorlukta ters y\u00fcz olan birine “Y\u0131lmaz”, korkular\u0131yla ba\u015f edemeyen birine “Korkmaz”, i\u015fle ve \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmayla hi\u00e7 bar\u0131\u015f\u0131k olmayan birine “\u00c7al\u0131\u015fkan” soyad\u0131 verilmesindeki \u00e7eli\u015fkiyi \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumda da sorgulard\u0131m.
Daha ilkokulda iken dedeme: “Bizim s\u00fclale ad\u0131m\u0131z neden soyad\u0131m\u0131z olmad\u0131” diye sormu\u015ftum.
“Muhtar, ‘senin soyad\u0131n Korkmaz olsun’ dedi, kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kamad\u0131m ona” cevab\u0131n\u0131 verdi.
Soyad\u0131m\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirmeyi, k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcn ad\u0131n\u0131 soyad\u0131 olarak almay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm zaman zaman, ancak bu nedenle mahkemeye gitmeyi i\u00e7ime sindiremedim.
“\u015eimdi nereden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 bu konu” sorusuna muhatap olmadan as\u0131l konuya gireyim.
\u0130ki hafta \u00f6nce b\u00fcy\u00fck o\u011flum U\u011fur’un k\u0131z\u0131 Derin geldi d\u00fcnyaya. Ad\u0131n\u0131 yazd\u0131m Facebook hesab\u0131mda. Ad\u0131 : Derin U\u011fur Do\u011fan Atilla Korkmaz yazd\u0131m. Ger\u00e7ekte ad\u0131 b\u00f6yle. Telefonlar, sorular, sorular\u2026
Durum \u015f\u00f6yle; U\u011fur’un e\u015fi Ayita, Piramitler \u00fclkesinden kat\u0131ld\u0131 ailemize. Derin Kahire’de d\u00fcnyaya geldi. Kahire’de n\u00fcfusa kaydedildi do\u011fal olarak. M\u0131s\u0131r’da ve genel olarak Arap \u00fclkelerinde soyad\u0131 ger\u00e7ek anlam\u0131na uygun olarak veriliyor bana g\u00f6re.
\u015e\u00f6yle ki; \u00c7ocu\u011fun ad\u0131, baba ad\u0131, dede ad\u0131, b\u00f6yle devam ediyor, be\u015f g\u00f6bek eski dedeye kadar. \u00c7ocuk d\u00f6rt dedesinin ad\u0131n\u0131 kendi ad\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131yor.
Bence de soy ad\u0131 \u00f6yle bir \u015fey olmal\u0131.
Ya sizce?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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