{"id":15933,"date":"2024-08-22T13:10:41","date_gmt":"2024-08-22T10:10:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/turkelli.com\/wordpress\/?p=15933"},"modified":"2024-08-22T13:10:42","modified_gmt":"2024-08-22T10:10:42","slug":"dut-agacinin-dibindeydin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/turkelli.com\/wordpress\/2024\/08\/22\/dut-agacinin-dibindeydin\/","title":{"rendered":"Dut A\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n Dibindeydin"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Feryal \u00c7akmak: Dut A\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n Dibindeydin. 2024<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n

Feryal \u00c7akmak yeni bir \u00f6yk\u00fcye ba\u015flad\u0131. Eme\u011fine sa\u011fl\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

DUT A\u011eACININ D\u0130B\u0130NDEYD\u0130N<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6lgesine sahip \u00e7\u0131kan bir a\u011fa\u00e7 gibi cesur olmakt\u0131 belki niyetin .Ya da Bir Dut a\u011fac\u0131 gibi durmak isterdin D\u00fcnyaya kar\u015f\u0131.Biliyordun \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc Dut a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131 gitmene izin verirdi.Ama o hep seni ayn\u0131 yerde beklerdi.Topra\u011f\u0131na zincirlenmi\u015f gibi g\u00f6rd\u00fcn hep onu.Halbuki onun \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc senin giden ayaklar\u0131nd\u0131.O b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcr,gidenine izin verdi\u011fi i\u00e7in,gideninin g\u00f6zleri ile anlard\u0131 D\u00fcnyay\u0131.Desem ki asl\u0131nda senin Babaannendi o Dut A\u011fac\u0131.O zaman belki daha \u00e7ok severdin Babaanneni. Sen ona y\u00fck de\u011fil,koskoca \u00f6mr\u00fcnde ya\u015fayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcnlerin kalan\u0131yd\u0131n.Gitmene ra\u011fmen geri d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcn ve yine o Dut a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n dibindeydin.\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc her \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck son bir defa daha esaretine geri d\u00f6nerdi hesapla\u015fmak i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

1.B\u00f6l\u00fcm<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hayat Dut A\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n G\u00f6lgesi Kadar m\u0131yd\u0131 ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcn a\u011farmak \u00fczereydi.Ceyhune bir yandan ine\u011fin yal k\u00fcfesine kepek ve tuz eklemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor,bir yanda da sac\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne att\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6rekler yanmas\u0131n diye yakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ate\u015fin k\u00f6zlerini kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yordu.\u00c7ocuklara sesleniyor,tahta \u00fcst\u00fcne koydu\u011fu \u015feleklerin i\u00e7ine s\u00fczme,\u00e7\u00f6kelek,pekmez,\u00fcz\u00fcm,m\u0131s\u0131r ekme\u011fi koyuyordu. Bakrac\u0131na da ayran doldurmu\u015ftu.\u00dc\u00e7 be\u015f tane al\u00fcminyum sahan\u0131 ve tahta ka\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 da sepetin i\u00e7ine atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.Art\u0131k sepeti Z\u00fcleyha f\u0131nd\u0131kl\u0131\u011fa getirebilirdi.Z\u00fcleyha Annesinin ona sesleni\u015fiyle uyanm\u0131\u015f,kap\u0131n\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda duran bak\u0131r ibri\u011fi kapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi evin arkas\u0131ndaki su k\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcne ko\u015fmu\u015ftu.Her sabah bu k\u00fcr\u00fcnden su almak ilk g\u00f6reviydi.
Ellerini yumruk yapm\u0131\u015f h\u0131zla a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan iniyordu.S\u0131rt\u0131nda sepeti ayaklar\u0131nda kara lastikleri.K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu.Bu evde onlarla birlikte ya\u015fayan tela\u015f\u0131n g\u00f6lgesi gibiydi Z\u00fcleyha.Nefes nefese kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Z\u00fcleyha\u2019n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7i\u00e7ekli beyaz pullu \u00e7emberi vard\u0131. \u00c7emberine s\u0131\u011fmayan iki uzun \u00f6rg\u00fcs\u00fcnden biri \u00f6n\u00fcnde, di\u011feri de arkas\u0131nda, k\u0131z\u0131n r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131na kap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fczerine beyaz kurdelesi ile birlikte inip inip kalk\u0131yordu. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z bu kurdelelerini \u00e7ok seviyordu. Ona unutmas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledikleri okulundan kalan tek hat\u0131ra bu kurdelelerdi. Her ak\u015fam onlar\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yor, yast\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na koyuyordu. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131na takmadan \u00f6nce onlar\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fcyor, y\u00fcz\u00fcnde ger\u00e7ekle\u015fece\u011fine inand\u0131\u011f\u0131 hayallerinin mutlulu\u011fu ile g\u00fcne ba\u015fl\u0131yordu. Z\u00fcleyha\u2018y\u0131 ailesi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc s\u0131n\u0131fa kadar okutmu\u015flar, evdeki b\u00fcy\u00fcklerin bask\u0131s\u0131 ile okuldan al\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ama Z\u00fcleyha hi\u00e7 vazge\u00e7memi\u015fti okumaktan. Pazardan gelen meyve ve sebzenin d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndaki gazeteden kese kagitlarini kimse g\u00f6rmeden al\u0131yor yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na sakl\u0131yordu. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z sonra herkes uyuduktan sonra kese kagitlarini \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yor, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck el feneri ile yorgan\u0131n alt\u0131nda okuyordu. Z\u00fcleyha\u2019n\u0131n okuma a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131n fark\u0131nda olan Annesi onun i\u00e7in \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyordu. Ama evde maalesef B\u00fcy\u00fcklerin s\u00f6z\u00fc Emir\u2019di. K\u00f6yde yap\u0131lacak \u00e7ok i\u015f vard\u0131. Bu kadar i\u015fin g\u00fcc\u00fcn aras\u0131nda Z\u00fcleyha okuyamazd\u0131.\u00c7ay,f\u0131nd\u0131k toplanacak, tarla kaz\u0131lacak,m\u0131s\u0131rlar toplan\u0131p ba\u011flanacak, ah\u0131rdaki inekler sa\u011f\u0131larak s\u00fct\u00fc mayalanacak yo\u011furt yap\u0131lacak ,s\u00fczme \u00e7\u00f6kelek yap\u0131lacak, her g\u00fcn kuzinede ekmek pi\u015firilecek \u00e7\u00f6rek pi\u015firilecek yemek yap\u0131lacakt\u0131. Bu kadar i\u015fin \u00fcstesinden gelmek kolay de\u011fildi. Dolay\u0131s\u0131yla \u00e7ocuklar da aileleriyle birlikte bu tela\u015f\u0131n bir par\u00e7as\u0131 olmak zorundayd\u0131. Ama Z\u00fcleyha ona bi\u00e7ilen bu g\u00f6mle\u011fi giymek istemiyordu i\u00e7ten i\u00e7e bu duygu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131 yiyip bitiriyordu on ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131.Z\u00fcleyha k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in tarladakilere, ba\u011fdaki bah\u00e7edekilere yemek ta\u015f\u0131yor, su getiriyor,evde annesinin yo\u011furup bak\u0131r tepsiye b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ekmekleri pi\u015firiyordu. Ah\u0131rda iki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck danalar\u0131 vard\u0131. B\u00fcy\u00fck ineklerin yan\u0131nda bu danalara da ot veriyor onlar\u0131 bazen d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yor F\u0131nd\u0131kl\u0131k\u2019ta yay\u0131yordu. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z i\u00e7in, b\u00fct\u00fcn bu i\u015fin g\u00fcc\u00fcn aras\u0131nda en \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fi \u015fey danalar\u0131 otlatmaya \u00e7\u0131kartmak idi.\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Z\u00fcleyha ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ine Abilerinin \u00e7izgi romanlar\u0131n\u0131 sakl\u0131yor, gizlice burada okuyordu.K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z pullu \u00e7emberini Bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flayarak pelerin yap\u0131yor eline bir f\u0131nd\u0131k \u00e7ubu\u011fu al\u0131yor derin bir hayal d\u00fcnyas\u0131na dal\u0131yordu. Bazen kendini bir geminin kaptan\u0131 yap\u0131yor, bazen bir \u015fovalye oluyor, bazen at \u00fcst\u00fcne biniyor, bir kovboy gibi g\u00fcn bat\u0131m\u0131nda at ile kayboluyordu. Hayvanlar\u0131n\u0131 otlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerde kesik bir a\u011fac\u0131n k\u00fct\u00fc\u011f\u00fc vard\u0131 \u00e7ok geni\u015f bir a\u011fa\u00e7t\u0131. Bu a\u011fa\u00e7 k\u00fct\u00fc\u011f\u00fc Z\u00fcleyha\u2019n\u0131n okyanusta dalgalarla bo\u011fu\u015fan gemisi idi.Saatlerce Z\u00fcleyha bu \u00e7ay\u0131rl\u0131kta hem hayvanlar\u0131 otlat\u0131yor, hem de oyun oynuyor bir \u015feyler okumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Bazen Arkada\u015f\u0131 Halit Aziz\u2019de ayn\u0131 \u00e7ay\u0131ra hayvanlar\u0131n\u0131 otlamaya getiriyordu. Halit ve Z\u00fcleyha k\u00fct\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn \u00fczerine \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p birbirlerine k\u0131l\u0131\u00e7 \u00e7ekiyorlar, birbirlerinin gemilerini ele ge\u00e7irmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131 Halit Z\u00fcleyha\u2018ya hi\u00e7 k\u0131yam\u0131yordu. Her defas\u0131nda oyunu Halit kaybediyor, gemisini Kara Korsan Z\u00fcleyha\u2019ya kapt\u0131r\u0131yordu. Bir g\u00fcn ikisi birlikte k\u00fct\u00fckten a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yuvarland\u0131lar. Canlar\u0131 \u00e7ok yanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Halit\u2019in aya\u011f\u0131 tasa \u00e7arpm\u0131\u015f ,Z\u00fcleyha ise kolunun \u00fczerine d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. D\u00fc\u015ft\u00fckleri yer \u00e7ok y\u00fcksek olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ufak tefek s\u0131yr\u0131klarla kazay\u0131 atlatm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Z\u00fcleyha bakt\u0131 ki ikisinde de bir \u015fey yok s\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc yatarken elini g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne kald\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130ki elinin ba\u015fparma\u011f\u0131 ile ve i\u015faret parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 birle\u015ftirerek kare \u015feklindeki parmaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan bir bulutu takibe alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Halit de arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na uzanarak ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sordu Z\u00fcleyha\u2018ya. Bulutlar\u0131 izliyorum. \u00e7ok \u015fansl\u0131lar. Gitmek istedikleri yere gidebiliyorlar. Ve yukar\u0131dalar. Her \u015feyi g\u00f6rebilirler. Da\u011flar\u0131, \u00fczerindeki a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131, \u00fczerindeki ku\u015flar\u0131, b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6lleri, denizleri g\u00f6rebilirler. Biz ise sadece bir dut a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6lgesi kadar yol alabiliyoruz. Z\u00fcleyha\u2019n\u0131n g\u00f6zleri doldu. Beyaz kurdelesi avucunun i\u00e7inde terden s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam olmu\u015ftu. G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00f6fkeyle bak\u0131yordu. Z\u00fcleyha\u2019n\u0131n babas\u0131 Deniz yollar\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Y\u0131lda bir kez ancak onlar\u0131n yan\u0131na gelebiliyordu. Babas\u0131na \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 okusun diye para g\u00f6nderiyor, ancak babas\u0131 Adem\u2019e sitemkar mektuplar yazarak paran\u0131n yetmedigini, daha fazla para g\u00f6ndermesi gerekti\u011fini yaz\u0131yordu. Halbuki g\u00f6nderdi\u011fi para olduk\u00e7a yeterli bir parayd\u0131 ancak babas\u0131 s\u00fcrekli yeni hayvanlar alarak ah\u0131r\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcyordu.\u00c7ocuklar ve Ceyhune daha \u00e7ok i\u015fin g\u00fcc\u00fcn alt\u0131nda eziliyordu. Z\u00fcleyha\u2019n\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131 Halit daha \u015fansl\u0131yd\u0131. Erkek oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in okula gidebiliyordu. Halit bir g\u00fcn okul \u00e7antas\u0131 ile birlikte \u00e7ay\u0131ra gelmi\u015fti. Kitaplar\u0131 ve defterlerini Z\u00fcleyha\u2018ya g\u00f6stermek i\u00e7in. Z\u00fcleyha Halit\u2018e \u00e7ok sinirlenmi\u015fti. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc arkada\u015f\u0131 biliyordu ki Z\u00fcleyha \u00e7ok okumak istiyordu. Ama bu imkan ona sunulmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Asl\u0131nda Halit\u2019in niyeti G\u00fcls\u00fcm\u2018\u00fc \u00fczmek de\u011fildi. Halit Z\u00fcleyha\u2018ya kur\u015fun kalemin yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131p verdi silgisini ikiye b\u00f6ld\u00fc ve \u00e7antas\u0131ndan bir s\u00fcrpriz daha \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Halit Z\u00fcleyha\u2018ya b\u00fcy\u00fck bir defter yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Belli ki g\u00fcnlerce bu defteri yapabilmek i\u00e7in u\u011fra\u015fm\u0131\u015f, Halit\u2019in her g\u00fcn f\u0131r\u0131ndan al\u0131nan ekmeklerin sar\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 saman ka\u011f\u0131tlar\u0131 biriktirmis, hatta yak\u0131n\u0131n\u0131zda kim varsa ka\u011f\u0131tlar\u0131 , Amca ,Day\u0131 ,Halagiller evinden istemi\u015f , sonra onlar\u0131 babas\u0131n\u0131n lastikleri dikmekte kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u011fneyle dikerek 20 -30 yaprakl\u0131 defterlere d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u00e7izgilerini \u00e7izmi\u015f her bir sayfadaki k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kenarl\u0131klar\u0131 yapm\u0131\u015f ve g\u00fcnlerce bu defterler i\u00e7in u\u011fra\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Z\u00fcleyha bu defterleri g\u00f6r\u00fcnce \u00e7ok duyguland\u0131. Halit Z\u00fcleyha\u2018ya birlikte \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131z dedi. Ben \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fim her \u015feyi sana anlat\u0131r\u0131m. Bu defterler sana bir d\u00f6nem yeter. \u0130kinci d\u00f6nem ben sana yine ayn\u0131 \u015fekilde defterleri yapar\u0131m demi\u015fti. Z\u00fcleyha art\u0131k bu \u00e7ay\u0131rl\u0131l\u0131\u011fa daha da \u00e7ok istekle geliyordu. Halit her g\u00fcn hayvanlar\u0131 ile okuldan sonra ko\u015ftur ko\u015ftur \u00e7ay\u0131rl\u0131\u011fa geliyor, Z\u00fcleyha\u2018ya bildi\u011fi \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fi ne varsa her \u015feyi anlat\u0131yor hatta \u00f6dev bile veriyordu. Z\u00fcleyha defterlerine eve g\u00f6t\u00fcremiyordu evdekiler sobaya at\u0131p yakabilirdi. O y\u00fczden defterlerini yaz\u0131p \u00e7izip bir sepetin i\u00e7inde oyun oynad\u0131klar\u0131 k\u00fct\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn i\u00e7ine sakl\u0131yordu. Z\u00fcleyha defterlerine \u00f6zen g\u00f6steriyordu. Ancak d\u00fcz bir alanda yaz\u0131 yazma imkan\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ve de defterler saman ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131 oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in \u00e7ok \u00e7abuk deliniyordu. Ama neyse ki Halit onun i\u00e7in bu defterlerden 2-3 tane yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. bazen \u00e7ocuklar ders \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken ya\u011fmur ya\u011f\u0131yor ve Z\u00fcleyha\u2018n\u0131n defterlerini \u00e7ok k\u00f6t\u00fc bir hale getiriyordu. Y\u0131rt\u0131lan defterlere hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yapam\u0131yordu, ancak islanan defterlerini g\u00fcne\u015fte iki 3 saat kurutuyor ve kullanmaya devam ediyordu. Halit yan\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00c7ak\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yordu. Bu \u00c7ak\u0131 ile birlikte haftada bir Z\u00fcleyha\u2019n\u0131n kalemlerin ucunu sivriltiyordu ama maalesef b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015ft\u00fckleri kalemler hemen bitiyordu. Z\u00fcleyha Halit Aziz sayesinde okuldan geri kalm\u0131yordu. Hava \u00e7ok kapal\u0131yd\u0131. Annesi Z\u00fcleyhaya bug\u00fcn \u00e7ay\u0131rl\u0131\u011fa gitmesine gerek olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc hava kapal\u0131yd\u0131 ve kuvvetli bir ya\u011fmur ya\u011fma ihtimali vard\u0131. Ama buna ra\u011fmen Z\u00fcleyha annesine gidece\u011fini e\u011fer \u00e7ok ya\u011fmur ya\u011farsa ya\u011fmadan \u00f6nce eve d\u00f6nece\u011fini s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Z\u00fcleyha Halit Aziz\u2019in ona anlataca\u011f\u0131 dersten geri kalmak istemiyordu. Halit aziz Og\u00fcn \u00c7ay\u0131rl\u0131l\u0131\u011fa gelmi\u015fti. Fakat Halit \u00fczg\u00fcnd\u00fc. Sebebi ise ailesi okumak i\u00e7in onu amcas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na \u0130stanbul\u2019a g\u00f6nderecekti. Ve bu ders maalesef Z\u00fcleyha\u2018yla son dersleriydi Z\u00fcleyha \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc hem arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kaybedecek hem de dersleri maalesef yar\u0131m kalacakt\u0131. Halit Aziz\u2019e k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z elini uzatt\u0131 ve ona ho\u015f\u00e7akal arkada\u015f\u0131m dedi. Halit Aziz arkada\u015f\u0131na \u00fcz\u00fclme dedi sen \u00e7ok ak\u0131ll\u0131 bir k\u0131zs\u0131n. Biliyorum ki senin i\u00e7in ba\u015fka bir kap\u0131 olmal\u0131. O kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lacak ve sen o kap\u0131dan b\u00fcy\u00fck bir ba\u015far\u0131yla ge\u00e7eceksin dedi fakat Halit\u2019in bu s\u00f6yledikleri Z\u00fcleyha\u2018y\u0131 hi\u00e7 teselli etmemi\u015fti. Her \u015feyden \u00f6nce Z\u00fcleyha arkada\u015f\u0131ndan ayr\u0131laca\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc. Halit Z\u00fcleyha\u2018ya k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kay\u0131k verdi. Bu kay\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir f\u0131nd\u0131k dal\u0131n\u0131 yontarak yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kay\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00fczerine okul mendilden bir par\u00e7a keserek yelkenli yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Halit\u2018in ise \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck bir hayali vard\u0131. Halit gemileri \u00e7ok seviyordu. B\u00fcy\u00fck bir gemi yapmak istiyordu. Ve san\u0131r\u0131m bu onun i\u00e7in bir ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7t\u0131. \u0130lk gemisi yapm\u0131\u015f ve Z\u00fcleyha\u2018dan bunu hat\u0131ra olarak saklamas\u0131n\u0131 istemi\u015fti. Halit yelkenlisini Z\u00fcleyha\u2018ya vererek merak etme o mendili hi\u00e7 kullanmad\u0131m demi\u015f ve ona muzip bir \u015fekilde g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemi\u015fti. \u0130ki arkada\u015f birbirinden ayr\u0131l\u0131rken g\u00f6zleri dolmu\u015ftu. Belki de iki arkada\u015f birbirlerini uzun s\u00fcre g\u00f6rmeyeceklerdi. Halit G\u00fcls\u00fcm\u2019\u00fcn g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine bakarak ondan bir s\u00f6z istemi\u015fti.Z\u00fcleyha bu yelkenli senin hayallerin asla o yelkenliden vazge\u00e7me diyordu onun y\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc senin vazge\u00e7medi\u011fin her\u015fey belirleyecek.Ne zaman \u00fcmitsizli\u011fe kap\u0131lsan bu yelkenli\u011fe bak ve kurdu\u011fun hayalleri tekrar hat\u0131rla, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc sen her \u015feyin en g\u00fczeline lay\u0131ks\u0131n iki arkada\u015f birbirlerinden ayr\u0131l\u0131rken ellerini parmaklar\u0131 tek tek ayr\u0131ld\u0131 ikisi de ayr\u0131 y\u00f6nlere do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcler Halit f\u0131nd\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ine do\u011fru ko\u015farak gitti muhtemelen a\u011fl\u0131yordu. Z\u00fcleyha ise \u00f6ylece kalakald\u0131. Z\u00fcleyha fark etti ki yelkenlinin aras\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir not vard\u0131 notu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 ve okudu.Vazge\u00e7mek i\u00e7in art\u0131k \u00e7ok ge\u00e7.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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